obedience..... guidance.....

Long time didn't post my blog. I come back again. Last few days went back hometown. Bring along my friends have a visit there. Meaningful and wonderful trip yet is very tired and not comfortable. hahaha!! so funny. but it is true. Because hot day ma. Yet i do learn something from the trip. Human need to have enough rest and sleep and begin a new day with a challenging and meaningful day. But sometimes human tend to have a normal and relax time because of not enough rest and laziness.... Oops.... That's me. May GOD change me!
wonderful trip is at penang. We went to penang hill. Now begin the lesson I learn. I know the place called penang hill but dont know where is it. Funny rite? But nevermind. We have GPS. Luckily my friends bring along his GPS phone. Though it is useful but sometime it doesn't show a clear picture and the accurate direction. You know la. In the real word. But is quite accurate also la. That time i began to think that, sometimes GOD also wont show a clear picture to let us know. So we began to become blur and directionless. But GOD is all knowing and His promises is always Yes and Amen. That time i was thinking that how we going to achieve the target or goal if we do not know what will be happened next during the progress. Today, just found the answer from Ps Jason. Ooo.. Jason again. hahaha! not me la. The answer simply is just obeying GOD's word all the time. GOD said dont worry about tomorrow and just do watever things that need to be done by today. YES!! that's it. Just clear on what you need to do now. Start to look to Jesus and see GOD wants you to do now. If you are obedient, then you can achieve significant works for GOD and yourself too. GOD is good all the time. You wont get lost when you are obedience to Him. Just like GPS. It will show you one step to another step in order to reach the destination. But sometimes it wrong also. BUT GOD is always accurate and correct. Trust Him with all your heart. Obey what He will want you to do. You will no regret for the decision. GOD bless you.

In time of need

Really hard to go through our lives in hard circumstances. Even though u know it very well how to go on and u do it oftenly. But we will surely fail once or maybe twice or maybe more......
Tell u guys something very funny. In my working place which the M2U music centre, I got 2 students of mine called Jason. Jason Teoh is me. another two is Jason Chong and Jason Lim. And then I went out with my coursemate. I called Jason Lim.
Jason Teoh : Hello, Jason. I will reach in 15 minutes.
Jason Lim : Oo... ok.. Thanks a lot, Jason.
HAHAHA!! Funny rite? ok... Maybe I just "syiok sendiri". another case:
Jason Teoh : Hello, Jason. Where are you ar..??
Jason Chong : lol, Jason. We are waiting for you lo....
Hahahaha!! OK.. fine.
Now talk about that. You are not good enough lo. Cause I already told u a joke yet you must give some respond ma... hahaha! ok? yA... Thats better.
Recently busy with guiding some of my students in music centre. But yet meaningful because they learn something I gain something as well. As a result, I know more on working experience and some teaching skills in music as well. But I felt like far away from GOD. Relationship, Friendship, and also my studies. All affected by the work. But I believe GOD has His plan on me. Being busy for two weeks, I felt like I need more favors on GOD. As we need more from GOD, we need to spend more time with GOD. In offering, knowledge and experience as well. I fell sick during my busy day. At that moment, I kept praying to GOD that GOD strengthen me. Without realization, things just happened in smooth way. I earn some pocket money and I can survive in my serious sickness (fever, cough and flu --> dont worry!! It is not h1n1).
GOD's blessing is always sufficient and great. In time of need, He always beside me. Helping me to develop and improve myself. Broken friendship, relationship build up again after I pray to GOD. Friends seems like very understand me and never blame me for not joining them in every event. ( SO touch...!! thank you guys....!!)
Finally I just want to Let those who see my blog with the prayer below.

"GOD, Thank You for giving me those wonderful friends in my life. Thank You for giving the opportunity to gain some working experience. Thank You for Your blessing and helps when I am in time of need. Bless my fellow friends. All my friends. Because they not only friends of mine yet they give such a wonderful and meaingful life to me. In my prayer. GOD, I just know You always give the best to me. Thank GOD. I love You GOD. Finally, Love all of you (my friends). IN the name of Jesus I pray, Amen."

It's in GOD's Word

It is a long period of time that I stop writing my blog. Feels like going to give up on writing it. Frustrated and doubt always exist in my heart. Contradiction always exist in the mind set. Stress in study, projects and assignments and also relationship. Oh GOD! Wonderful experience from You again when in this undesirable situation. This is not the first time facing this condition. As optimistic as I am, I also have such a worrisome, undecidable, loneliness in my heart. Those feels makes me to have depression in my life. Despite knowing the existence of depression, I don't despair because I know that hope is available in Jesus, that guidance come through the Spirit, and that knowledge and power are found in GOD's Word. In other word to understand that is in the Bible. Reading the word of GOD will have answer for my life. When our soul full of sorrow, we can be strengthened by His Word. Psalm 119:25-28 says that,
My soul clings to the dust;
Revive me according to Your Word.
I have declared my ways, and You answered me;
Teach me Your statutes.
Make me understand the way of Your precepts;
So shall I meditate on YOur wonderful works.
My soul melts from heaviness;
Strengthen me according to Your Word.
What a encouragement that the knowledge of the word of GOD teach us to understand the purpose of our life. Sometimes we get lost. Things that we see always in a blur situation. But with God's Word, everything will have the answer for all. We can follow the truth og His Word and be set free. Jesus said:" I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me." (John 14:6) He is the way where we can find the guidance and help from Him. He is the truth where we can trust in Him and find hope in our life. He is the life where the purpose of our life should be fullilled. And Jesus is the way or I can say He is the path where we can go and stay with Father GOD in heaven. Well, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. It is a hard Biblical knowledge to explain and understand. I am not able to write here. You want to know? haha! Just experience them. You can pray to Jesus. Ask Him to let you understand the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Take care. :)

What would it be "if I...." (surrender)

"If I..." What a mystery word and description. Friends, tell you something that most of the Malaysian forgot. When things are impossible to happen, let say "if I", or "if he" or what so ever, the next word we going to read is "were". Just like Beyonce's song --> If I were a boy. So, Do you ever think of what would it be if you have done something? Hmm... Honestly, I think that. that's why I write here la. haha! So, It is good because GOD andswered my prayer for the past few days. Then I thank GOD in every circumstances. Sms-ing to the friends that I want to share. However, things were not smoothly the next day. Had been being a fool by other friends, having my FYP to busy with, quarreling with people... bla bla bla. Oh! GOD. Its a tough situation for me. Comes in one shot. Since then I started to have bad temper. Easily get angry, tired, and moody. What can I do? control myself lo. But it is really hard.
Today is father's day, Heard about the sermon on turn ur heart to our Father and father should also turn the heart to the children. Human's relationship is quite a complicated issue. sometimes you will feel very easy to take control but sometimes you even dont know what to do next. But then, after realize that what we have done whether it is right or wrong, we start to think what if I... haha! If you never think that then is fine. But I do think. To build a good relationship with friends is not as simple as clapping our hand. If it were like that, that will be awesome. But it doesn't. To look for a true friend or true relationship, we need to spend time to understand each other. Then, we start to accept who they are and who we are as well. So, when you have established a friendship or relationship, Someone is now very impotant to you. It will be hurt when someone hurt you. It takes time to recover. So, It happened to me. In the forward way and yet it happened backwardly. Means friends hurt me yet I also hurt friends. So, you know la. communication with conflict always happen. What can I do? So, The mystery word comes. What would it be if I... Sounds very stupid. Is not a good Idea in thinking that way when things already happened. But I still think. Human ma... haha! Moreover, we see that misunderstanding happen if we start to quiet ourselves by guessing people's thought. It happens to me. Thinking that what would it be if I also quiet myself without doing anything? Have a time to calm down and think deeply? Is it good? No answer...
Having said that, friendship and relationship are hard to establish. But GOD's way is different. Many times we fail to do our part between GOD and us, But GOD still our best friend. He never leave us. Not only GOD with us. Just as today sermon, though father and children are having a generation gap, But in Christ, There is love of GOD to break this generation gap. So, It simply means in Christ, friendship and relationship can also be established effectively and last forever. By GOD's grace, I had been chosen to be children of GOD. So, I found the comfort while facing problems. No more "what would it be if I..." But "Surrender" to GOD. Ask GOD for favour and wisdom to handle the tough situation. Just a simple request, GOD surely will answer and guide us. Thank GOD cause I have a great GOD in my life. haha!
Oops..! I'm here again. WIsh every father on earth "HAPPY FATHER"S DAY". Continue to be a great father for children. GOD bless you. :)

Cherish... (Holy Spirit)

Many times we go through our lives with confusion. We don't really look at what we have been through all the time. Yet sometimes, The Holy Spirit (who is GOD) will speak to us with a gentle voice. He instruct us to improve ourselves in GOD's point of view which can be say as GOD's will. Yet It is impossible for us to improve ourselves effectively. It is to be said that when we improve ourselves with some area of weaknesses, we will find that another weaknesses is coming up next. Then while at the same time we improve the other area of weaknesses, we will repeat the same manner of weaknesses that we improve previously. In other words, It is hard to change to be perfect person by ourselves. One thing I have learned in my life from the moment I believe in Jesus, That is never ever stop improving ourselves with the guidance of the Holy Spirit. Sometimes, I never really give time to the Holy Spirit for Him to instuct me. On 16th of June with a Discipleship Programme that in World Harvest Church (WHC) which is the church I'm attending currently, a bible scripture tells us that ...
"And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption."
(Ephesians 4:30 NKJV)
Now, let me go into my real life experience. Come to the real life, I know many things is possible to happen anywhere, anytime or any how. Having said that, It really happened. I have been many times arguing with friends. Sometimes, I have a very strong self-defensive characteristic. Yet, I also have my own perspective person. Therefore, It causes some misunderstand and the undesirable feelings towards my friends. But it happen only sometimes. What is that I say "only sometimes" means that when the time I didn't consult the Holy Spirit. So, It cause a lot of conflicts and misunderstanding between two person. Really need a sensitive of sense to listen to the Holy Spirit while there are conflict, anger or argument. Sometimes, the Holy Spirit just said to me that i should do this and that, yet I can't listen clearly. This is what I feel frustrated of. But,
I thank GOD for my life for having wonderful friends. They didn't look at my weaknesses but my strength. As a malaysian, we always say that "friends never 'kira' too much". It just simply means friends is always caring, loving and helpful. So, GOD have clearly set the truew friendship in my life. This is what I want to cherish for the rest of my life. I want to say to my friends. Without you, my life will be very boring and adventureless.
All the time I mention that I'm grateful and thankful to my friends. But another friend of mine who is always beside me and holding my hand yet sometimes I treat Him very bad. By the way, He is the one who always influence me improve me. Yea...! He is GOD, the Holy Spirit.
Now, I just want to say to whoever read my blog. Think about those person who mean a lot to you. Cherish them. But the most that you will need to cherish is the Holy Spirit. He is the one who gives you everything. He gives you the life, experience, knowlegde and always beside you when you need helps.
"Father GOD, in my heart I thank GOD for giving me such a wonderful friends that You have prepared for me. They are amazing, special, and meaningful to me. Lord, I pray that Your blessing with flow among them as I want to bless them as well. Your Holy Spirit touch their heart as well so that they will know You the best friend they will ever have in their life. GOD, I give thanks to You for every journey I had gone through. Because You lead me all the way when I was facing difficulties. Thank You. In the name of Jesus I pray, Amen."

It is the time... (GOD is good, all the time)

Long time didn't visit and write my blog. I've been busy all the way. Now I know it is not easy to become a final year student in University. Good advise for those who still in the mid-moment in University life, you will need to pay attention and learn as much as you can. It is good if you try it your own for new things. Now talk about me. FYP?? What's that? Final Year Project. Last time always heard from my friends: "Oh no. no time for preparation la." "Sorry, I need to do my research for FYP." "Haizz..!! Don't know how to do my thesis." "WHAT's the FYP's title about?" I thought is only they are expecting for higher result and just feel stress on it. But now I know. It is a very difficult project to be accomplished. Somemore i know nothing on the FYP's title I chose. What to do? just do it lo (Nike brand :).
Funny lecturer for the first day of my class. New semester started. It is the time to be serious. "I dont want my students to be a spoon feeding student. I want a serious learner. bla bla bla... I emphasize that I want a serious learner." "What's the time now?" "Are you guys with me?" Those words will always been listened everytime in her class. Yet she is a good lecturer. But she is not a good helper. Haha!! Anyway, need to follow her style for this semester. No choise. :(
Time pass and I get my another timetable for my part time job. Monday is a busy day. 3 classes continuously. Huuu.... Tired. Anyway, GOD's grace is sufficient for me. He will strengthen me. Now I know it is the time. For He says to me. "Dont just read it. You need to live it." FYP, lecturer that want me to feed myself with the knowledge, Tired part time job... These 3 things showing me that it is a challenging semester. So, I can't just be passive anymore. It is the time to move on and take a step in front.
Today, It is a wonderful day again. All started with prayer before went out from home. Everything was lead by GOD. Finish all the registration that would need to be done. After that started the first day of my part time job. First class was fine to me. But, the second class required me to teach in English. Oh, man! I was so nervous and helpless. FYI, I am poor in English speaking. Again! What to do? Pray lo. Pray and pray and pray. So, I just spoke confidently. As a result, It's amazing. I felt myself like a lecturer. lecturing the students. Thank GOD. haha! At night. Studied some reference books on my FYP. Suddenly felt that it is interesting and want to try it out by my own. Like the feeling of "YA! I've found it!" It is good. Now friends, want to share with you a great song that I like it so much. I've been singing this song on friend's wedding for twice. Yet It still a great song in my heart. Enjoy!!

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. God is good (all the time...
(Psalms 23:4)

Believe... (Faith)

"If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes."
Mark 9:23
My childhood is not a memorable and wonderful moment in my life. Yet, i feel that I have one person who loves me all the time. He teach me to understand to forget and forgive about the past and moving forward to the future. I did it and I want to continue to forget and forgive. But, who knows. Life is not just stop at what we already achieve. Learning is always lead us for improvement. GOD spoke me. He said that Do not fear and I will hold your hand to wherever you go and whatever you do. Now, I know what I m going to learn. Take a step of Faith. Last few days, many things happened that cause a huge influence to me. I feel sad and disappointed. Thank GOD I know Him. I know Jesus in my life. He gives me the authority to pray. I can tell Him whatever things I face. Hmm... now I know i need to learn to have Faith. But am I really know what is Faith? The answer is no. I am not really understand what is Faith though I have been a christian for so many years.
Let us look for Genesis 12. When GOD spoke to Abram, he obeyed at once, departing for an unknown land based only on a promise. Childless, he trusted GOD to make of him "a great nation". Sometimes, my faith is just like Abram. I only trust GOD for what He has promise me. Sometimes, I tend to approach my decision with calculation and restraint. But GOD never stop to remind me about Faith. Faith often appears where least expected and falters where it ought to thrive. Thank GOD that He gives me the authority to pray. I read an article in Daily Bread where One woman in her 90s explained, "We can pray. We got the time, and we got the faith. Some of us don't sleep much anyway. We can pray all night if needs be." And so they did. GOD let me understand to take a step of Faith is to pray. Spending your time with GOD and pray. All I need to do is pray, pray, and pray. In the last part of the article, It states that "Prayer is the voice of Faith". Thank GOD. I found the answer. Here is something special to read:
Faith looks across the storm - it does not doubt
Or stop to look at clouds and things without.
Faith does not question why when all His ways
Are hard to understand, but trusts and prays.
Friends, I have experience what GOD had showed me about Faith. Now your turn.
"Lord, I pray that my friends will find You one day in their life. I pray that they will experience You more and more in prayer. Lord, Thank You for such wonderful gift and authority You give to us. We want to pray to You. We want to spend time with You. Strengthen us Lord when we believe and trust in the Lord. In the name of Jesus. Amen".














He will Hold your hand just like A Father do.

Humble, Accept, and Learning...

So many things happened in only a short time of period. Though it was difficult, but yet i have to face them bravely and treat them as a challenges in my life.
It is to talk about someday when i was hanging out with her. Before we back home, suddenly I had a thought on closing my eyes and trust her to lead me on the front road. Therefore we did it. However, in the beginning, I was so scare. I was so afraid of what will happen next when i move a step to trust her. Thank GOD i trust her and she lead me very well. But yet still feel less confidence. It let me think of the same thing that GOD guide us. We can't see our future with confidence and we also are impossible to look at it just like when we close our eyes and we can't see the road in front. But yet GOD promise us that He will guide us in every circumstances and every difficulties. We need to learn to trust in the Lord. Learning is never ending. Our life full of challenges that we can't predict and expect. Thank you, Lord.
On Sunday services, GOD speak to me through the speaker. Before that I am facing personal problems and can't find the solution. So, The title of the message is What Holy Spirit do in our life.
First point: Holy Spirit helps us to testify GOD.
2nd point: Holy Spirit helps us to improve ourselves by always remind the weaknesses of us.
3rd point: Holy Spirit helps us to understand GOD's word.
The above points is very hard to fulfill but yet we need to learn. But before that, we need to humble ourselves and accept what Holy Spirit speak to us. Therefore we need to learn. But yet many christian know it without action. Only keep it only in heart. One real story told by the speaker. A person go and search for counseling from the pastor. He ask the pastor to advise him what should he do on the problems facing by him. Pastor said:"It is depend on you. first, u need to repent and humble yourself to GOD and surrender your life to HIM." But what breaks GOD's heart and the pastor's heart is he said he understand it has to be like that. But he said he refuse to do. He said he rather die by surrender everything to GOD. Sometimes we are like him. We are not humble enough to accept other people and learn. Sometimes we refus to learn. We thought that we are always doing the right thing because I already have GOD. A faithful people of GOD is not measured by how long you become a christian but on how humble are you to accept GOD's words and learn.
GOD, everything have change and it is more challenges in my life. It involves my family, my friends and everyone that related in my life. Lord, I just pray in my heart guide me all the way until everything is fine and well. Lord, help everyone to humble and accept and willingly to learn to be in Your plan in our life. Thank you Jesus.

Found....

One thing that I never thinking of for long time : BGR. Whats that? Figure out yourself. GOD, It is very wonderful life to me. You love me so much. You have given me the best in my life. Human interacting is amazing. You do not know each other if you never try to know them. Friends, couple, spouse, family... without trusting each other, it cannot sustain forever. But how to trust human being by giving full trust? it is impossible. Sometimes the person who you trust the most, That is the one who betray you and hurt you the most. This is true. That is why we always teach children or youth to be careful when making friends with people. Once we trust the wrong person, we will get into trouble.
But what I'm going to tell u is I have found a true friend that can be trusted. Sometimes He is cute, sometimes He is gentle, sometimes he is kind. But sometimes He will angry, sometimes He will sad and He never leave me or betray me. He always stand by my side and take care of me. He give the best to me. But yet He wants me to grow everyday. Who is He? You know I know la. He is JESUS. I found Him since the day I give myself to Him.
Now back to the first sentence i mentioned. Do you now figure out what is BGR? yea!! He had prepare for me. The best is for my life. I found that the more I know about her, the more I love her. Thank GOD for giving me the best thing in my life. Now, talk about trust. What sustain us is the LOVE from Jesus. Together we put the LOVE of Jesus in our heart. I love you....
Want to know Jesus? Here HE is...

Family

It was hot day and boring day. Just finish my exam then back hometown. It was now think back the time when facing the pressure during exam season. How to say.... There is no feeling for me after the last paper. I think because of the exam period is too long. By the way, should hv some plan to celebrate after exam. So, dota for the night. yeah!!! It was so great that i won 4 games. However, that was before i come back to my hometown.
Now, i have nothing to do. feel boring, sleepy and lazy. But I feel the satisfaction in my heart because of having wonderful family with me. Papa, mama, two sisters, niece and nephew especially my nephew. He is so cute. Thank GOD I have them. Nevertheless, everything is good but still have problems. Things go not smoothly. But still fine though there are some bad feeling among us. Now, God tells me...
"I am your guidance. I am with u all the time and by sure, I am also be with ur family."
Thank GOD. He speak to me. In my heart prompting. Thank GOD for let me understand. Family means what? Family means there is nobody left behind. O, GOD! i pray that You will also guide every family in this world. Because every family need You. "For without You, we can do nothing." For You are my Lord, The GOD of our life, our family and everyone in this world. Thank You, In the name of Jesus, Amen.

It is amazing..!!!

Surprising, unbelievable, It's amazing and wonderful.
Hard to believe that I can still hold on after sleep for only one hour. Sunday if GOD's day. totally surrender to GOD. but how am I going to attend the Praise Celebration and listen to the sermon that will be shared by Pastor for I only slept one hour before the service is start. Didn't rest well, heart full of depression, sleepy face to meet with church member, etc. O, GOD, You are the strength of my heart. The word that motivates my heart always because GOD really provide and strengthen me for the past. But will it also be for this difficult moment? Undeniable, It's a amazing!

All start from last night (25th Of April). study life non-stopping sustained though it feels stressful in my heart. A lot of notes and terms need to memorize. So, stay at my friend's house to look for guidance on my question in studies. Until 3am or 4am on 26th of April. It was so sudden and feel like want to share things to friends. Unfortunately, a course mate of mine was wanting to study and was interested by my sharing. It was a good sharing between both of us. Without knowing the time pass, it already reach the time when everyone suppose to wake up and continue their daily life. My goodness, It was 6am in the morning!!! Hahaha! It's time to realize that the time was so early in the morning instead of late at night. So, went to bed and sleep. But I need to wake up at 8am. GOD helps me!

Time goes from minutes to minutes and from second to second. Just as what I had planned, wake up at 8am and went back to my own home. without doubting, straight away i lied down at the sofa and guess what..... just sleep. It was not a deep and comfortable rest but at least it considered as rest. Yet, it was still not enough. Reach home at 830am and then woke up at 9.10am. Haha! guess what..?? Again, tiredness, sleepy face just appeared on my ugly face. But, GOD is the strength of my heart. Therefore, I went for breakfast with my brother and sister-in-law. Rushing in having my breakfast due to the service time which starts at 10am.

Finally, i reach church. Wuu...huuu.... lesser members in church. So, just had a sit then start to pray in my heart.
"O, Lord. I know You are the strength of my heart. I keep meditate this word in my heart everyday and night. I desire Your presence and Your Power to feel me. Lord, This is me now that full of tiredness. But i believe by Your Grace, I can stand strong again even stronger than before. I believe and I believe and I BELIEVE. In Jesus' name, Amen"
So, guess what again. still feeling tired. The time to worship GOD started. A song that touch me with the lyrics:
I surrender all to You..... I am nothing without You....
I lay it all down at Your feet.
O, man. really touch my heart. it feels like i m really a weak person. Without GOD i am nothing. That's why I lay it all down to GOD. So, nothing was make me feeling better of the tiredness.
Next, Pastor was preaching. It was a long sermon that i didn't expected from the moment i stepped into the church. But I was totally understand and get what GOD want to speak to me through Pastor. Everything got time and season. Just need to confirm and walk close with GOD. You will certainly know when.

So, from 10am to 1pm. The service over. Again, the tiredness still there. But when I seriously look and think back, what sustained me and giving me the heart to insist to be awaken. It was the word of GOD and the presence of GOD. I know that I know that I know It comes from the strength from the Lord. Yeah! i made it by GOD's grace. Again I learned something. Jesus is the GOD gives renewal in my heart. He renewed my soul and spirit without my knowledge until He says It's time for you to rest. Haha! It is true. After the service, I continue to go my friends house for my preparation on my exam. But, when i reach there, just in a minutes, I slept deeply. Haha! Thank GOD for let me experience Him again and again.

"O, Father. I am nothing without You. In my heart, I pray GOD. guide me in my studies. Exam coming is just a few hours later. Pray that GOD pour Your understanding on the theory and notes that I need to study. Do this to my dearest friends in my life who facing exam with me as well, Lord. Thank You, Lord again for let me experience Your greatness. Bless me, my family and my friends, Lord. In Jesus' name, Amen."

Life is so wonderful. Thanks to my family and all my friends.

REMIND...

Being tired on studying for whole day. Its time to relax myself.
I found that i was lost in some of the guidance from GOD. Couldn't really understand what is need to be done first in my day. So, there is only one way to get me back into the path. Worship the Lord!!! It's a amazing and wonderful thing to be experienced.

Thank GOD that i find back the path. Remember that it was a bible verse that my cell leader had shared on the last Discipleship cell.
"Jabez cried out to the GOD of Israel, "Oh, that You would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let Your Hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain." And GOD granted his request."
(1 chronicles 4:10)
The verse is the prayer that Jabez request to the Lord. I have totally put aside this prayer from my life. But it is surprise that GOD remind me again with this prayer. How it happen? Well, It is all about the souvenir that i received on my birthday in 2006.
I was shocked and feel a sense of comfort in my heart. GOD had already put in my heart that He will bless me all the time and will keep me from harm from the day i received the souvenir. But what feels disappointed was i never really take a look at it before. I believe everything has the season and time. Now GOD remind me again for He is with me all the time.

Wonderful scripture come next.
"The Lord will keep you from all harm - He will watch over your life; the Lord will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore."
(Psalm 121:7-8)
Great promise that GOD had made for me. "Now and forever" that let me have more faith towards GOD.
In this exam season, there is no doubt that it will have a lot of stress and worries. By the grace of GOD, there is the comfort and peace in my heart. GOD is the strength of my heart. He is the healer and the restorer. In my prayer, O! GOD, continue to bless all the exam warrior to fight for their exam and comfort them with Your spirit in every difficulties moment. For Your Hand will hold and lead us to go through those moment. In the name of Jesus, Amen.

1st day of my blog

Really Thank GOD for the healing power.
as in this glory invasion season, That was really a wonderful experience from GOD.
i m healed by GOD. that was so excited and have a satisfaction in my heart.
But what is all about? Is that only just feel satisfied on the blessing that from GOD?
Luckily, I did learn something from GOD.

After being healed, it is totally change my heart towards GOD. Last night, i was reading the daily bread that used for quite time with GOD. There is no fear in every circumstances that we faces if we walk with GOD together. Jesus' disciples encountered stormy experience. They were on the Sea of Galilee when a windstorm whipped up (Mark 6:48). the storm was so violent causing His disciples feared for their lives. But Jesus walked out to them and saved them.

Thank GOD that He brought me out everytime when i was in trouble. GOD is the strength of my heart.
Today is 20, April 2009. This is the day i start to write my own blog. while listen to the music, alone in the house, was thinking someone in my heart. Those day found that it is hard for me to read and write blog. But GOD can change everything. All things are possible for GOD. now i m writing blog. Halellujah. praise the Lord. that's the miracle changes that GOD plan for me.

"O Father, continue to bless every person that related in my life. Family and friends. Pray in my heart, i will be a good testimony for them. Thank GOD for giving me wonderful gifts. Use me, mould me and strengthen me. I desire to know You more and more. In Jesus name i pray, Amen."