Humble, Accept, and Learning...

So many things happened in only a short time of period. Though it was difficult, but yet i have to face them bravely and treat them as a challenges in my life.
It is to talk about someday when i was hanging out with her. Before we back home, suddenly I had a thought on closing my eyes and trust her to lead me on the front road. Therefore we did it. However, in the beginning, I was so scare. I was so afraid of what will happen next when i move a step to trust her. Thank GOD i trust her and she lead me very well. But yet still feel less confidence. It let me think of the same thing that GOD guide us. We can't see our future with confidence and we also are impossible to look at it just like when we close our eyes and we can't see the road in front. But yet GOD promise us that He will guide us in every circumstances and every difficulties. We need to learn to trust in the Lord. Learning is never ending. Our life full of challenges that we can't predict and expect. Thank you, Lord.
On Sunday services, GOD speak to me through the speaker. Before that I am facing personal problems and can't find the solution. So, The title of the message is What Holy Spirit do in our life.
First point: Holy Spirit helps us to testify GOD.
2nd point: Holy Spirit helps us to improve ourselves by always remind the weaknesses of us.
3rd point: Holy Spirit helps us to understand GOD's word.
The above points is very hard to fulfill but yet we need to learn. But before that, we need to humble ourselves and accept what Holy Spirit speak to us. Therefore we need to learn. But yet many christian know it without action. Only keep it only in heart. One real story told by the speaker. A person go and search for counseling from the pastor. He ask the pastor to advise him what should he do on the problems facing by him. Pastor said:"It is depend on you. first, u need to repent and humble yourself to GOD and surrender your life to HIM." But what breaks GOD's heart and the pastor's heart is he said he understand it has to be like that. But he said he refuse to do. He said he rather die by surrender everything to GOD. Sometimes we are like him. We are not humble enough to accept other people and learn. Sometimes we refus to learn. We thought that we are always doing the right thing because I already have GOD. A faithful people of GOD is not measured by how long you become a christian but on how humble are you to accept GOD's words and learn.
GOD, everything have change and it is more challenges in my life. It involves my family, my friends and everyone that related in my life. Lord, I just pray in my heart guide me all the way until everything is fine and well. Lord, help everyone to humble and accept and willingly to learn to be in Your plan in our life. Thank you Jesus.