Believe... (Faith)

"If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes."
Mark 9:23
My childhood is not a memorable and wonderful moment in my life. Yet, i feel that I have one person who loves me all the time. He teach me to understand to forget and forgive about the past and moving forward to the future. I did it and I want to continue to forget and forgive. But, who knows. Life is not just stop at what we already achieve. Learning is always lead us for improvement. GOD spoke me. He said that Do not fear and I will hold your hand to wherever you go and whatever you do. Now, I know what I m going to learn. Take a step of Faith. Last few days, many things happened that cause a huge influence to me. I feel sad and disappointed. Thank GOD I know Him. I know Jesus in my life. He gives me the authority to pray. I can tell Him whatever things I face. Hmm... now I know i need to learn to have Faith. But am I really know what is Faith? The answer is no. I am not really understand what is Faith though I have been a christian for so many years.
Let us look for Genesis 12. When GOD spoke to Abram, he obeyed at once, departing for an unknown land based only on a promise. Childless, he trusted GOD to make of him "a great nation". Sometimes, my faith is just like Abram. I only trust GOD for what He has promise me. Sometimes, I tend to approach my decision with calculation and restraint. But GOD never stop to remind me about Faith. Faith often appears where least expected and falters where it ought to thrive. Thank GOD that He gives me the authority to pray. I read an article in Daily Bread where One woman in her 90s explained, "We can pray. We got the time, and we got the faith. Some of us don't sleep much anyway. We can pray all night if needs be." And so they did. GOD let me understand to take a step of Faith is to pray. Spending your time with GOD and pray. All I need to do is pray, pray, and pray. In the last part of the article, It states that "Prayer is the voice of Faith". Thank GOD. I found the answer. Here is something special to read:
Faith looks across the storm - it does not doubt
Or stop to look at clouds and things without.
Faith does not question why when all His ways
Are hard to understand, but trusts and prays.
Friends, I have experience what GOD had showed me about Faith. Now your turn.
"Lord, I pray that my friends will find You one day in their life. I pray that they will experience You more and more in prayer. Lord, Thank You for such wonderful gift and authority You give to us. We want to pray to You. We want to spend time with You. Strengthen us Lord when we believe and trust in the Lord. In the name of Jesus. Amen".














He will Hold your hand just like A Father do.

Humble, Accept, and Learning...

So many things happened in only a short time of period. Though it was difficult, but yet i have to face them bravely and treat them as a challenges in my life.
It is to talk about someday when i was hanging out with her. Before we back home, suddenly I had a thought on closing my eyes and trust her to lead me on the front road. Therefore we did it. However, in the beginning, I was so scare. I was so afraid of what will happen next when i move a step to trust her. Thank GOD i trust her and she lead me very well. But yet still feel less confidence. It let me think of the same thing that GOD guide us. We can't see our future with confidence and we also are impossible to look at it just like when we close our eyes and we can't see the road in front. But yet GOD promise us that He will guide us in every circumstances and every difficulties. We need to learn to trust in the Lord. Learning is never ending. Our life full of challenges that we can't predict and expect. Thank you, Lord.
On Sunday services, GOD speak to me through the speaker. Before that I am facing personal problems and can't find the solution. So, The title of the message is What Holy Spirit do in our life.
First point: Holy Spirit helps us to testify GOD.
2nd point: Holy Spirit helps us to improve ourselves by always remind the weaknesses of us.
3rd point: Holy Spirit helps us to understand GOD's word.
The above points is very hard to fulfill but yet we need to learn. But before that, we need to humble ourselves and accept what Holy Spirit speak to us. Therefore we need to learn. But yet many christian know it without action. Only keep it only in heart. One real story told by the speaker. A person go and search for counseling from the pastor. He ask the pastor to advise him what should he do on the problems facing by him. Pastor said:"It is depend on you. first, u need to repent and humble yourself to GOD and surrender your life to HIM." But what breaks GOD's heart and the pastor's heart is he said he understand it has to be like that. But he said he refuse to do. He said he rather die by surrender everything to GOD. Sometimes we are like him. We are not humble enough to accept other people and learn. Sometimes we refus to learn. We thought that we are always doing the right thing because I already have GOD. A faithful people of GOD is not measured by how long you become a christian but on how humble are you to accept GOD's words and learn.
GOD, everything have change and it is more challenges in my life. It involves my family, my friends and everyone that related in my life. Lord, I just pray in my heart guide me all the way until everything is fine and well. Lord, help everyone to humble and accept and willingly to learn to be in Your plan in our life. Thank you Jesus.

Found....

One thing that I never thinking of for long time : BGR. Whats that? Figure out yourself. GOD, It is very wonderful life to me. You love me so much. You have given me the best in my life. Human interacting is amazing. You do not know each other if you never try to know them. Friends, couple, spouse, family... without trusting each other, it cannot sustain forever. But how to trust human being by giving full trust? it is impossible. Sometimes the person who you trust the most, That is the one who betray you and hurt you the most. This is true. That is why we always teach children or youth to be careful when making friends with people. Once we trust the wrong person, we will get into trouble.
But what I'm going to tell u is I have found a true friend that can be trusted. Sometimes He is cute, sometimes He is gentle, sometimes he is kind. But sometimes He will angry, sometimes He will sad and He never leave me or betray me. He always stand by my side and take care of me. He give the best to me. But yet He wants me to grow everyday. Who is He? You know I know la. He is JESUS. I found Him since the day I give myself to Him.
Now back to the first sentence i mentioned. Do you now figure out what is BGR? yea!! He had prepare for me. The best is for my life. I found that the more I know about her, the more I love her. Thank GOD for giving me the best thing in my life. Now, talk about trust. What sustain us is the LOVE from Jesus. Together we put the LOVE of Jesus in our heart. I love you....
Want to know Jesus? Here HE is...

Family

It was hot day and boring day. Just finish my exam then back hometown. It was now think back the time when facing the pressure during exam season. How to say.... There is no feeling for me after the last paper. I think because of the exam period is too long. By the way, should hv some plan to celebrate after exam. So, dota for the night. yeah!!! It was so great that i won 4 games. However, that was before i come back to my hometown.
Now, i have nothing to do. feel boring, sleepy and lazy. But I feel the satisfaction in my heart because of having wonderful family with me. Papa, mama, two sisters, niece and nephew especially my nephew. He is so cute. Thank GOD I have them. Nevertheless, everything is good but still have problems. Things go not smoothly. But still fine though there are some bad feeling among us. Now, God tells me...
"I am your guidance. I am with u all the time and by sure, I am also be with ur family."
Thank GOD. He speak to me. In my heart prompting. Thank GOD for let me understand. Family means what? Family means there is nobody left behind. O, GOD! i pray that You will also guide every family in this world. Because every family need You. "For without You, we can do nothing." For You are my Lord, The GOD of our life, our family and everyone in this world. Thank You, In the name of Jesus, Amen.